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Summer 93
05:25
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The sun rising and setting,
And I can't keep up with the tides,
Ten years in the blink of an eye
So much has changed,
Scared of my own age,
Scared of things staying the same,
Or my youth just slipping away
Endless need to improve,
Feels like I'll never be enough,
But what's inherently wrong with being myself?
All this time I've kept things inside,
Not vulnerable enough to confide,
But it's exhausting trying to constantly hide,
An ego shielded by pride
Sometimes I wanna, I wanna go back,
Be back in my old habitat,
But even home ain't like it used to be
Lately my head is filled with noise,
That drowns out the sound of your voice,
Slowly slipping into the void
I find myself lost amongst the clouds,
Crystal clear to a haze of doubt,
And now my head is fuzz and everything's spinning around
This life's making less sense each day,
Time rapidly slipping away,
Every day looks the same,
And I can't feel a thing
It's all so complex and I don't know where to go next,
But I can't sit still and swallow all of my dreams,
Or this world will swallow me,
I hope one day it'll all make sense
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2. |
Waking Dreamstate
03:27
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I miss that feeling, I don't know where it's gone,
But it's in here somewhere 'cause I tasted it last night,
Back at that old place, crescent moon hangs in space,
And I was just feeling so alive
Through thunder, I was crawling,
I dragged myself here,
I made it, soaking,
And I'm never going back
But I miss the days where I knew where to go,
Now I'm at the end of the path, I can only turn around,
I look back, but everyone has gone,
And that time's not coming back
I sit here, I'm speechless,
I breathe in the universe,
November, am I dreaming?
I can't believe this is real
Oh my old friend, I miss you,
Remember the days when we used to be so carefree?
I'm walking through memories,
They seem so crystal clear,
These moments, they're precious,
This waking dreamstate
Waking dreamstate,
Waking dreamstate,
Waking dreamstate,
Waking dreamstate
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3. |
A Distant Daydream
04:26
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Silently convey the secrets in your eyes,
Rummage round the borderlines, blind till sunrise,
Deny the symmetry, six months of star-soaked sighs,
It feels different this time
Under the surface dwells a distant daydream,
Guess I'd rather live outside reality
Staring blankly at oceans of doubt,
The tide's too tough to turn it around,
Wish I could've glimpsed how she flows amongst the crowd,
But if I stand, the waves just beat me down
Thought you'd flown away, then you board the Brunswick train,
Transfixed, I'm amazed, her colours all greyed,
Sealed your fate as just a face along the way,
It feels different these days
Just a stranger to me,
Just a naive memory
Staring blankly at oceans of doubt,
The tide's too tough to turn it around,
Wish I could've glimpsed how she flows amongst the crowd,
But if I stand, the waves just beat me down,
Staring blankly at oceans of doubt,
The tide's too tough to turn it around,
Wish I could've glimpsed how she flows amongst the crowd,
But if I stand, the waves just beat me down
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4. |
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Sometimes it feels I have nothing to say,
No words to convey what's in my brain,
Nothing, nothing,
A million thoughts collide all day,
But my lips stay still, it spills and strains,
Empty, empty,
Critical mind, analytical might,
Trapped in time, bathed in light,
Stifled, stifled,
An endless parade of wordless refrains,
Gurgle out an old cliche,
Trapped energy, energy
Today I opened my throat up,
And the words spilled out of my face,
Scared that this ocean's gonna swallow me,
But I can't stay stuck on the shore
Sometimes I can't stand the world's weight,
Been trying in vain to numb the pain,
Eyes glazing, glazing,
Driving around in the dead of night,
Searching for a feeling inside,
Despondent, despondent,
Even though I try and try,
Can't even force out a cry,
Crumbling, crumbling,
And even though you say it's okay,
I don't believe you feel that way,
Will you still love me? Or leave me?
Today I opened my throat up,
And the words spilled out of my face,
Scared that this ocean's gonna swallow me,
But I can't stay stuck on the shore,
Today I opened my throat up,
And the words spilled out of my face,
Scared that this ocean's gonna swallow me,
But I can't stay stuck on the shore
I haven't heard from me in a couple years now,
Has it really been four years?
This pressure keeps on building,
Life's constantly racing,
But my soul just wants to slow down,
Wish I could be a stranger,
To myself,
To everyone else,
To all of my doubts,
To all the mess they've found,
To this endless insomnia
I've felt this before,
Felt this before,
Felt this before,
Felt this before,
Felt this before,
Felt this before,
Felt this before,
I've felt this before
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5. |
Painting Polaroids
02:18
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Painting Polaroids in the clouds,
Swirls of pink and baby blue,
Breathing slowly with the wind,
But it won't calm the cyclone inside of you
There's a spark behind these tired eyes,
Existing can be messy sometimes
It was buried in my soul,
I found magic in turmoil,
Then she touched my soul,
There's magic in her smile
We're just tiny specks of dust (isn't life just so strange?),
Worried what other specks of dust think (think I'll just enjoy existence instead),
Being myself is my new thing
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6. |
Silhouette
04:31
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Maybe we're naive, dreaming,
But I don't mind, I've done that for my entire life,
What difference does it make if we're not awake?
If it feels just the same, then let our bodies sink
Into the bottomless depths,
Oh, the oxygen I'd sacrifice for a moment in your mind
She flickers in the sunset,
Absorbed in her silhouette,
This feels like a dream,
From the sweetest sleep,
Don't wake us up yet
Maybe it's reality hitting us like a tidal wave,
Whispering boldly, why hide in the shadows?
Her touch says more than words ever will,
And it says we feel the same, so let our bodies sink
Into the bottomless depths,
Oh, the oxygen I'd sacrifice for a moment in your mind
She flickers in the sunset,
Absorbed in her silhouette,
This feels like a dream,
From the sweetest sleep,
Don't wake us up yet,
It never ends,
She flickers in the sunset,
Absorbed in her silhouette,
This feels like a dream,
From the sweetest sleep,
Don't wake us up yet,
It never ends
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7. |
That Crumbling Sigh
04:34
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Words fighting to free themselves, then they're swallowed,
But they're written across your face, etched in unrest,
Devoid of all the man's pride, your mind's in a landslide, holding on to a flicker in the fog,
Sensing sensitivity, growing stronger
I gazed into the eyes of my future demise,
Realised life has its time, but now I'm alive
Slip inside that crumbling sigh tumbling round those shell-shocked eyes,
I've loved you for my whole life, and it's sending chills up my spine
We used to kick the ball, now you've lost the strength to walk,
Spending Christmas in a hospital, and I can barely talk
And now I dread the rain,
'cause I can hear your pain-stricken sighs cascade across the cityscape
Through squinted eyes, I gazed into the eyes of my future demise,
Innocence pried, suddenly the sun's capsized,
Cradling a fragile mind trapped inside,
Realised life has its time, but now we're alive
Slip inside that crumbling sigh tumbling round those shell-shocked eyes,
I've loved you for my whole life, and it's sending chills up my spine,
Slip inside that crumbling sigh tumbling round those shell-shocked eyes,
I've loved you for my whole life, and it's sending chills up my spine
You said you've "had it",
I felt my hope erode,
I'm still not ready,
But it's not your time to go
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8. |
Rose Quartz
04:05
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Her heart's a constellation begging to be seen,
I'll be the invisible lines connecting in between,
All its complexity and beauty hangs serene, real life shines like a dream,
In your dripping eyes I see a sea of scars,
Weathering a storm that clouds a sky of stars,
But I swear that when the warmth returns they'll shine on you and me
Don't be afraid, you're safe to expose your depths,
I'll be right here with you for every step
Stealing strides away from civilized life,
As Pharoah Sanders sounds, cleansing spring's first light,
Amongst the redwood trees we finally find the time and space to breathe in peace
Don't be afraid, you're safe to expose your depths,
I'll be right here with you for every step
Remember the last full moon?
It was made of pure rose quartz,
With each shallow breath we took,
It crystallised us to our cores
Don't be afraid, you're safe to expose your depths,
I'll be right here with you for every step,
Don't be afraid, you're safe to expose your depths,
I'll be right here with you for every step
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9. |
Quarantined
03:27
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Even though you're quarantined,
I'm feeling so relieved,
Babe, we just got two more weeks,
Just don't run out of groceries
Looking through the peephole at your Air Bnb,
If I can't eat dinner with you then I'll do it from the street,
This family walking by must think I'm a freak,
But pull up a chair, this is only the first week
Maybe humans will start to see,
What we really need is now out of arm's reach
The humans have left the streets,
Mother Nature can finally breathe,
The animals start to thrive,
Infiltrating our city life,
Funny how that works
Maybe humans will start to see,
What we really need is now out of arm's reach
Spreading way too fast,
Touching hands through glass,
All I want is your kiss,
Wipe the Windex off my lips
Maybe humans will start to see,
What we really need is now out of arm's reach,
Forget your money, forget your car,
When the world falls apart, all you really want is love
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10. |
Woozy
05:12
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We're trying oh so hard to forget about that time,
We can't change it now, but we can start over,
But what am I to do when I'm so wrapped up in you?
It haunts me in my sleep, the way life could have been
Feeling the heat of the sun as it fills us up with lust,
Our shadows touched,
Can't help but self-destruct
I'm feeling woozy this month,
Our butterflies have turned into moths,
I'm losing control,
And now I'm feeling human
Looking up from the pit at myself two years ago,
But he ain't got a clue what he's gonna go through,
And when I close my eyes a little part of me dies,
Makes way for the new buried within you
Feeling the heat of the sun as it fills us up with lust,
Our shadows touched,
Can't help but self-destruct
I'm feeling woozy this month,
Our butterflies have turned into moths,
I'm losing control,
And now I'm feeling human
But what am I to do when I'm so wrapped up in you?
It haunts me in my sleep, the way life could have been
Can't help but self-destruct
I'm feeling woozy this month,
Our butterflies have turned into moths,
I'm losing control,
And now I'm feeling human
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11. |
These Vampires
05:04
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How can they really know you without even knowing your name?
Why should you care about them at all?
Self-consciousness is killing a unique part of you,
Self-expression as a weapon to push through,
Every second is a lesson that shows you that they can't control you
I can't keep sacrificing myself to try and belong
Feeling the world's eyes upon you,
But those eyes are blinded and not even paying attention to you
I won't keep sacrificing myself to try and belong,
These vampires sucking our will to carry on,
Feasting on the last remaining glimpse of your freedom,
But even if I'm bitten and bleeding I won't be beaten
A horde of people trapped in their heads,
Sweating opinions every day until they're dead,
Here's a secret: no one cares,
No one's noticing the way you do your hair,
They have no power, you're free,
Their fangs aren't venomous, their status is make believe,
'cause I'm like you, and you're like me,
So don't let them make you justify your dreams
They turn to dust when you look away,
Speak up, let your voice oscillate,
When will it ever be enough to be ourselves?
Find solace in raising eyebrows
Disapproving nobodies,
Irrelevant relics,
Smirking serpentine,
With their lovely little empty lives
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12. |
Neptuneage
01:06
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[instrumental]
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13. |
Waiting for Apocalypse
07:45
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Silent lightning upon the horizon,
Exploding inside my mind,
Everything you said ricocheting in my head,
Now I feel this crushing sense of dread
I just wanna feel like my life isn't on rewind again,
But it's no secret we can't control everything
Feels like I've lost a part of me amongst you,
Rebuilding my old self, but my self-esteem's nowhere to be seen
Blissfully broken,
Scratched and bruised but filled with hope,
You're the most confusing end to a dream,
And now there's no going back to sleep
I just wanna feel like my life isn't on rewind again,
But it's no secret we can't control everything
Feels like I've lost a part of me amongst you,
Rebuilding my old self, but my self-esteem's nowhere to be seen
You and I don't know where to go,
You and I don't know how to be ourselves,
Scared of the sound of my own voice,
Speaking those words that I needed to say,
It's painful enough as it is,
So I don't think that we can ever be friends,
I hope that I'll forget you soon,
While holding onto the hope that you won't too
Feels like I've lost a part of me amongst you,
Rebuilding my old self, but my self-esteem's nowhere to be seen,
Nowhere to be seen, nowhere,
Nowhere
Sitting here, sigh behind my lips,
Waiting for apocalypse,
I can feel a sense of hope,
Here it comes, off it goes,
I don't know what to say,
I can't move or communicate,
Can I go on? So afraid,
To take a step in this new age,
Scan the streets for a smile,
Think it's gonna be a while,
Sitting here, sigh behind my lips,
Just me and our apocalypse
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Flicker Vertigo Melbourne, Australia
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